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Title: End Of It All
Author: kaylashay
Rating: FR13
Disclaimer: I'm not Bellesario or CBS, so I don't claim to own them.
Warnings: Slash
Word Count: 5x100
Challenge: ncis_drabble; Challenge #87 - Endings

Crossposted: ncis_drabble; gibbs_dinozzo; ncis_slash; ncisfanfic; tonydinozzo

Summary: I could only see the end, but Gibbs saw something different.

Gibbs had stayed in Jen- no, Vance’s office so I took the opportunity to slip away while McGee was heading for Abby’s lab and Ziva was using the phone to call in some favors. I knew it was coming; had known since the whole Le Grounille mess went to hell in a hand basket. I screwed up and it cost a case with an arms dealer and the heart of an innocent woman. I screwed up this time and it cost Jenny her life. Now I have a choice to make, leave on Vance’s terms or my own. It’s over.

When I got to my apartment, I sunk on my couch and stared mindlessly at the place I had lived in for seven years. Outside of the boarding school, it was the longest I had ever stayed in one place in my life. Now I was being forced to leave, forced to lose everything. Then again, the looks that Gibbs had given me since he arrived at that diner made me think I had lost everything before Vance’s announcement. Perhaps it was best to cut ties completely and get out. No one would miss me if I just slipped away.

It was a testament to how far out of it I was that I didn’t register Gibbs standing beside the couch until I felt the slap to my head. I couldn’t bring myself to look him in the eye. I didn’t want to see the disappointment written on his face. Not only had I screwed up, but now I was running away from my mistakes. I felt a finger tipping my chin up and I didn’t have the strength the fight it. When our eyes met, I didn’t know what to make of the look. “I think I’ll just quit.”

The expected slap didn’t come. Instead I was greeted with a hand sliding through my hair and coming to rest on the back of the neck. It grounded me in a way that I hadn’t felt grounded since that explosion on the boat. “You’re not quitting, DiNozzo. You don’t quit my team.” I almost laughed, as I pointed out, “Not on your team anymore, Boss, or did you miss that part?” Gibbs just smiled and pulled me in for a hug. “You’re on my team until I say otherwise and no wanna-be director can do a thing to stop us.”

“But he signs the paperwork and last I checked they don’t send two senior agents afloat on the same ship.” I trembled as I felt Gibbs’ mouth trace down my neck and along my jaw line. “Especially if said agents are male and sleeping together,” I added quietly as Gibbs brought his mouth to meet mine. I was lost in the sensations that Gibbs provided and welcomed every touch. Sometime later, lying in bed with Gibbs’ arms wrapped around me, I heard his low voice. “It’s not over Tony, not by a long shot. I’ll put an end to Vance.”


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May. 21st, 2008 06:16 am (UTC)
*sighs* Exactly what I needed.
May. 22nd, 2008 02:56 am (UTC)
I needed it to... Thanks!
May. 21st, 2008 07:07 am (UTC)
Nice tag. There's a lot of potential ground to cover this summer and this is a natural place to start.
May. 22nd, 2008 02:56 am (UTC)
I've got several ideas bouncing around... this just wanted an out to get over it. :-)
May. 21st, 2008 07:26 am (UTC)
Yes, yes. All of the season finals have had me twitching with worry and annoyance. I think I all most had a heart attack when That...that... Not going to say it. Ordered them to separate places. Hopefully it would be something closer to what you wrote. Very good.
May. 22nd, 2008 02:57 am (UTC)
That... that... not going to say it entity will die a horrible death involving thousands of toothpicks... yup...
May. 21st, 2008 11:14 am (UTC)
Yes. This is just right after watching that episode :)
May. 22nd, 2008 02:58 am (UTC)
Very much so... Gibbs has some work to do to set things right in the NCIS world.
May. 21st, 2008 11:16 am (UTC)
*sigh* poor Tony. He seemed so broken in the second half of the finale.
May. 22nd, 2008 02:58 am (UTC)
I've got plans to use that broken-ness for upcoming fics... summer will likely be angst filled for poor Tony.
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May. 21st, 2008 12:43 pm (UTC)
I'm not much of a slasher, but this was a good tag. Poor Tony.

I'm pondering this morning how to begin writing after this episode. It's tough for me because I usually write Kate-centric, so writing a current-season story is short-circuiting my brain, but I have An Idea and I really want to run with it (before someone else does LOL)
May. 22nd, 2008 02:59 am (UTC)
And I saw you started! Hee!

Tony needs lots o' TLC after this and that Vance guy just ripped him away from all the ones that could give it to him.
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May. 21st, 2008 12:53 pm (UTC)
Go Gibbs!
May. 22nd, 2008 03:00 am (UTC)
Gibbs will take care of the boy... yup... he will...
May. 21st, 2008 01:22 pm (UTC)
Yay! I knew (hoped) that this ep would generate lots of fic. Loved this take on it, and I'd look forward to seeing just how Gibbs takes care of Vance. *g*
May. 22nd, 2008 03:00 am (UTC)
I bet the summer will be full of fics about the fallout... so many ways to go with it...
May. 21st, 2008 02:29 pm (UTC)
This is EXACTLY what I needed after that season finale. You go Gibbs! The next season better start off with something like this =D
May. 22nd, 2008 03:01 am (UTC)
They better do something to get them back together by at least the 3rd or 4th ep or I'll go crazy...
May. 21st, 2008 05:23 pm (UTC)
Wonderful ending. Just what I wanted to read!
May. 22nd, 2008 03:01 am (UTC)
May. 21st, 2008 06:30 pm (UTC)
Now that's an ending I like :) my poor Tony it broke my heart to see him blame himself thru the whole 2nd hour
May. 21st, 2008 08:57 pm (UTC)
Just want to say I Love your Icon. ^_^ If only Gibbs and Tony would really do that.
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May. 21st, 2008 09:37 pm (UTC)

yes, gibbs, you do that! that stuipd *grumble* toothpick chewing wanna-be *mumblemumble* director!

sorry, lol. i adore this little ficlet & it was exactly what i needed to read after the finale... & like someone already said, poor tony really looked like he needed to be kissed & hugged, he looked so lost & broken in this ep - especially in the last scene, where he couldn't hold eyecontact with anyone... *huggles tony & this little fic tight*
May. 22nd, 2008 03:03 am (UTC)
Tony needed lots of TLC after this... and he got ripped away from the ones he needed it from...

Toothpick Chewing Man shall die impaled with his toothpicks!!
May. 22nd, 2008 07:21 pm (UTC)
Thank you. I needed this kind of follow-up.

I don't even want to think about the summer. I guess right after my oral exam I'll start writing something to make things okay. And to keep my mind of what might really be happening in season 6.
May. 23rd, 2008 03:32 am (UTC)
I've got hopes of team togetherness within 3-4 eps of the start of the season... it better happen.

Glad you liked this!
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May. 23rd, 2008 07:05 pm (UTC)
Poor Tony, all shocked and numb. I'm glad Gibbs is there to ground him and keep him from running.

May. 25th, 2008 07:05 am (UTC)
Gibbs will take care of the poor boy... He knows when he's needed. :-)
May. 27th, 2008 08:15 pm (UTC)
*huggles Tony tightly* Oh the poor baby! Seriously, this was just what I needed to feel less empty inside after watching the finale!!
May. 30th, 2008 07:09 pm (UTC)
Tony needed his hugs after that ending... And I just finished season one of SGA and I have idea of NCIS/SGA crossovers now... oh my, oh my...
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